& the only thing that really hurts is the fact that you dont even give a shit.

Thats how i know that this relationship was just bullshit to you. You got what you wanted & finally got bored & dipped. Asshole.

These past 2 weeks have been so fucking hard for me, you don’t even understand. You tell me you feel like you got played?! Your the one who fucking played me! You’ve been playing me this whole time & I feel so stupid for believing every fucking word you told me. It was so hard to go up to you today & do that shit. & the hardest part was walking away from you, but I just didn’t know what to do anymore. With everything you were telling me in that moment I felt like I needed to walk away cause I felt like you were making it obvious that you wanted nothing to do with me. I’m so hurt right now & this just fucking sucks, but I feel like there’s nothing I can do anymore :/ If you care, or if you feel like you have anything important to say don’t hesitate to text me or call me or come to my house or whatever, even though I knbow thats not gunna happen. I just feel like I’m going through all this shit again with you. I thought you were different, but maybe I was wrong..

I feel so fucking stupid.

You have been playing me this whole fucking time! Everything you ever said to me was obviously just complete bullshit. & now I hear that you don’t even want a relationship & your talking to some bitches like what the fuck?! Why the fuck did you drag me out for all this time telling me all this bullshit? I don’t understand. Its obvious you never loved me cause you don’t treat someone you love like this. I can’t believe I fell for everything. I feel so fucking stupid & im so fucking hurt :( fuuuuck!